I’m a slacker

13 days left till the semester ends. 🙂

I need to move somewhere new, where no one knows me and I don’t know anyone.  Sure, I might be running away from my problems and past, but at least I’ll get a head start on them..


Just Breathe

Is it… a cold?  Or just really nasty allergies?  It’s hard to differentiate when you haven’t been sick in a couple years.

I think I’m going with A Cold.  My immune system and body haven’t been liking the beatings I’ve been giving them.  Morale is definitely plummeting.  Lame.

8 hours of sleep would help tremendously.

Mark 7 has been an interesting read the last couple days.. more on that later.

My first spam comment!

I feel special. 🙂

Man, I was kind of feeling bitter towards Christians last time I blogged.  I should apologize to the next one I run across.  *cough*

The last 16 days have been crazy!  Spring break did not go at all like I had expected.  It was pretty miserable after Day #2.  I’ve been having some health issues that are hard to get under control.  It’s very frustrating.  However, I did manage to watch several of the movies on my long, long, long list.  Some of them were pretty good.  Some of them weren’t.  It Happened One Night was probably my favorite.  🙂  Clark Gable is so dreamy!  High Society was a little cheesy, but the combined talents of Bing Crosby, Frank Sinatra, Louis Armstrong and Grace Kelly… total dynamite, in my opinion!  Saw Gone With The Wind for the very first time.  Still not sure how I feel about that one.  It was definitely worth my time.. all 4 hours of it.. you really get invested in the characters and watching their development, cheering them on, silently berating them, crying and laughing for them, even when you know that the ending is going to be awful.  Again, Clark Gable… *swoons*  Why did she have to be so idiotic and not realize that she had something great till it was too late?  I guess that mirrors my life pretty well, though… so I can’t judge her. 😛

I’ve gone almost 24 hours without sleep.  Over spring break, I made a new record for myself at 39 hours.  Not by choice.  My body is exhausted.

I want to hug somebody.  Anyone.  Lots of people need hugs. 🙂

Lack of sleep

Took my drugs around midnight.

Talked with a friend on Skype for an hour and a half, discussing the 50 movies I plan on watching during spring break (woohoo!).  And the dozen books I need to finish.

Crashed around 2 (bad college student BAD).

Woke up at 4:30am.

Headed upstairs to go to the bathroom, remembered halfway up that there’s been some break-ins in the neighborhood this week.  Froze for 60 seconds, then made a mad dash the rest of the way up.  I’m not sure what I was trying to do there.  Maybe it was an attempt to startle whoever may or may not have been up there? 🙂

Woke up at 6:30am.

Woke up at 7:45am.  Stayed up.

Earthquake + all the other weird events that have been going on the last couple months = impending apocalypse, apparently.  Good news though, my normal heart rate of >100 was 82 as of ten minutes ago.  Them anxiety meds must be workin’.  Life is scary without a guiding compass.  I envy Christians, and dislike them at the same time.  Sanctimonious jerks.  But happy sanctimonious jerks.

The Bible is so long…

I haven’t even read all of it, despite being an ex-PK.  BAD PK.

God seems really distant right now, most of it is my fault.  I’m so darn apathetic right now..

shish kebob

Am I a loser for unknowingly spending 2.5 hours on a Saturday “briefly” reviewing muscle tissue?  It’s quite possible.  I thought FOR SURE it’d only been one hour since the studying began.

4 more sections (10 hours?) and 48 hours left till The Exam.  Maybe I’ll get around to the actual studying part by Monday morning.  Maybe.

*ominous music starts playing in the background, emphasized by the mad skills of an eerie organist*

I am in the process of being stood up again

Fortunately, my relationship status does not have a positive correlation with my level of happiness.  But… I am rather irked that this is the second time in 24 hours that he’s stood me up.

Whatever happened to simple dating?  Hey, I like you, I think you like me, let’s go out to eat and see where the conversation leads us (hopefully not down a dark alley where there is a mob waiting to beat you up).  Something that does not involve making vague plans, then sitting around watching your cell phone, twiddling your thumbs, contemplating your sparse but widespread eyebrows, finally realizing an hour later that he decided to back out without informing you.

It’s cool.

My plans for tonight: memorize cranial nerves, possibly watch Schindler’s List.

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